Everything i do seems to go against me... not just a few things but everything... i just accepted it and move on... tried to think positively sometimes... but i still got defeated... why why why? why god is so unfair to me? i got so many "why's" but i dun wanna list down... sometimes i just feel tired of everything... just hope that my heart stops beating... what is life actually? purposeless, meaningless... i noe ppl will say if u fall down, u can climb up again... i did tt... but i fell too many times till i can't climb up... or rather no strength to climb up... got defeated by loneliness many times till i'm numb of it... till it's my best friend... haizzz... when will my life change?
Anyway, yesterday went out wif cn and zl to catch the movie "Rule No. 1"... quite nice... After the show, we walk walk at ps then saw something interesting then took photos... haha that's it... nth much...
